這是一篇關於吸毒者家庭成員的生命故事，以敘說的方式來敘說有關研究者本身處於吸毒者家庭內所遭遇的種種問題及心境，深刻的描寫出自身過去、現在錯綜複雜的生命故事。故事描述出研究者家庭經驗，因家庭成員中有其吸毒的藥物濫用者導致整個家庭不斷反覆面對身心創傷、家庭破碎的情景，因而影響了研究者本身。透過自我敘說的方式，研究者回顧過去的經驗、面對想逃避及壓抑許久的家庭問題，重新找到自己存在的價值，看見自我遇到生命上種種的挫折，進而發展出生命韌力，藉由這樣正向的力量，讓自己可以突破重重的難關，支持自己勇敢走下去的經驗，當我們學會面對生命的限制、突破自我的困境，就會讓自己更有能力改寫自我生命故事。生命在困難中昇華，當你從痛苦中走出，會發現你已擁有飛翔的力量。 This study utilized personal life narratives to investigate a woman's suffering from and resisitance against the truma of having drug-user brothers. The author's narratives manifested the complicated life experiences of a drug user's family. The study results showed two conclusions. First, drug user's family members also faced traumatic influences and needed support. Secondly, resistance development was a process which involved personal and environmental factors. Further discussion about drug prevention and policy suggestions were also provided.
